thinking twice

ok not only am i thinking twice.. i'm blogging twice. my affinity with clubemo is really bad.. maybe someone up there wants me to stop all this blogging. i can't seem to get a post down, although i'm the spirit of emo (something's haunting me man. har har.)

but yah, as i was saying, ok i mean blogging, watching matchpoint (by woody allen, dark movie about marriage and the implications of not making right decisions and the effect luck has on life) has made me think so much deeper into my whole idealic outlook of having a wife, kids, all that kinda stuff which will happen in a few years time..

i really hope we all meet the right ones, or go after the right ones, and to make sure that we are sure, cause it's a terrible thing to marry someone you don't truly love. i really hope luck comes my way someday and i can find the right girl... haha. the spirit of emo emo-ing. i live up to my name.