Wednesday, November 02, 2005

in response to the responses

well, i would say that april is certainly NOT the cruelest month at all for me. it's my ORD date^^
but well, life is about looking backwards as much as it is about looking forwards, and april is always a time of being fooled by others, in more ways than one. so if you think hard enough you will know where i'm getting at.

nonetheless, i say, with a pretty decent amount of certainty, that there have been many crueler months. and maybe mun is affected because his name sounds the closest to month. oh well, enough of the not-so-funny-funny-statements.

on to the bigger things in life. well, justin hasn't posted about it so far, but i guess since i was the eater, i should talk about the chi i had on halloween.

she was, hot in a certain way, being dressed in SNGS uniform, and well, dancing on the podium with a tiara. i dunno what spurred me to ascend the throne.. maybe it was parallel to my wanting to rise up to qing cheng's challenge. but well, with little rationality, i just morphed into my human form and did what a human (especially a guy) would normally do instinctively. so, it is weird that the development of man has seen to his demise his finding of a mate due to the pressures of societal and moralistic issues weighing down on his shoulders, but we cannot deny that we have to push forward, so it's only right that we should veer away from the path of chi-ing and continue to be ascetic folk since the general society so loves to preach about the dangers of promiscuity and the events leading to it. but well, if you have somehow trudged through my load of rubbish to get to this point in my post then you will see that i'm just using this as an outlet to discharge the crap that is in my head and to simply say that i have finally chi-ed someone whom i do not know and that i managed to do so under minimal influence of alcohol, which actually speaks really badly about me on hindsight, but yet i pride myself with such an achievement, which makes me think twice about what my goals in life are but as there are none that are immediately pressing, then i am simply left satisfied that i have managed to accept the coming of age and to simply lead myself to whatever i feel like doing without the childish second-thoughts that we so love to flood ourselves with to try and vindicate our innate desires.

yes, thank you for taking on my verbosity so bravely to get to this praise about you. it was certainly not really appreciated but well, it wasted your time, so make the most out of it, and read it again.

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